Psalm 104

O Lord, how manifold are Your works! In wisdom You have made them all. The earth is full of Your possessions— (Psalms 104:24 NKJV)

This psalm is a poetic illustration of the creation as recorded in Genesis 1. I really enjoy the way the psalmist describes the creation process.

For example,
Who cover Yourself with light as with a garment, Who stretch out the heavens like a curtain.

And when describing the separation of the waters and lands,
At Your rebuke they fled; At the voice of Your thunder they hastened away. They went up over the mountains; They went down into the valleys, To the place which You founded for them. (Psalms 104:2, 7, 8 NKJV)

As we were reading this psalm together, one brother commented that it is somewhat ironic to be reading about God's creation when the world is ending.

While I appreciate his humor (sarcasm), it led me to think further.... Aren't we called to remember His creation every sabbath?

For in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, and rested the seventh day. Therefore the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and hallowed it. (Exodus 20:11 NKJV)

While some may think that the world today is not so much the world that God has originally created, I still think that we can learn to appreciate nature. There is a beauty in nature and there is value in appreciating the small things in life.

Yes, it is true that the world is ending and will end one day, but I know that what is to come will be even more beautiful than what we have now.

Yes, this physical world would pass, but what we ought to remember is not the creation per se, but the One behind it all. We remember that He alone is sovereign and almighty.

What You give them they gather in; You open Your hand, they are filled with good. You hide Your face, they are troubled; You take away their breath, they die and return to their dust. You send forth Your Spirit, they are created; And You renew the face of the earth. (Psalms 104:28-30 NKJV)

Therefore, when we look at His creation today and everyday, let them point us towards the Creator, who is definitely worthy of our praise, and remember that we can definitely expect a heavenly kingdom that is greater and even more perfect than what we see now.

But Christ came as High Priest of the good things to come, with the greater and more perfect tabernacle not made with hands, that is, not of this creation.  (Heb 9:11)

Psalm 88

What a psalm to start off my writing for the new year!

My impression of psalms has always been that they are filled with hopes and praise and though sorrows and sufferings are expressed, the psalmists always turned their eyes back to God and there was always a resolution towards God at the end.

Not so with Psalm 88.

It is probably one of the darkest psalms in the Bible, ending with

“Loved one and friend You have put far from me,
And my acquaintances into darkness.” (Ps 88:18)

What utter hopelessness! What total despair! What can such a gloomy psalm teach us?

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There was a period in my faith when I had an episode of depression. In retrospect, many of the descriptions in Psalm 88 match what I went through. I felt like a living dead, not sure what I am living for day to day. A heavy load was pressing down on me and I also gradually felt that my friends are deserting me. During that period, I spoke to God a lot, asking Him a lot of questions, even pleading for Him to take me Home. I had no strength, no smiles, only gloom and tears. I also wondered if God was listening and whether He would deliver me out of this.

I know I couldn’t take my life but that only made the situation a worse place to be in. I was literally trapped, no where to go.

There was one time late into the night, I was still awake and as usual, I didn’t know what to do. It was a horrible place to be in because I couldn’t die, I didn’t know what I was living for, and it seems like I could only cry but crying also doesn’t solve the problem. I decided to talk to God, but I have no words, so I prayed in the Spirit and allowed the Spirit to guide me and intercede for me. That was one prayer I couldn’t forget because in that prayer, in the quietness of the night, when I felt most alone, I heard the Holy Spirit praying for me. It was the most comforting and assuring moment to know that we still have a God who is always there and He understands and He is praying for us.

Gradually, I walked out of that darkness, by the grace of God.

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Perhaps God is giving me a chance to reflect upon His grace as I start this new year with a fresh beginning. And I am also hoping that through reflection upon this psalm, we can all learn to be more empathetic towards those who might be facing despair and hopelessness.

Though this psalm ends with a somewhat gloomy note, this only suggests the reality of the matter: that sometimes there are no ready answer, no immediate hopes. This chapter is a chapter of waiting and we must learn to wait on the Lord.

However, this period of waiting is not one that excludes God, instead, this psalm teaches us to come before God day and night and tell Him all our problems. We can definitely be honest before Him and tell Him how we are struggling and how we need Him to help us. Despite his despair, the psalmist clung on to God, the God of his salvation, and never let Him go. This is definitely something we must learn from him - never let go of God!

Going to God in our moments of despair and doubts (rather than running away from Him) is an act of faith. May God’s presence comfort and strengthen us as we start the new year of new hopes and new beginnings. J